Well, I never expected my blog to talk about my past relationships. But trust me, past defines us all. "I" consists of my past too ! So for you to get to know me, you should know about my so-called relationships.
Relationship these days, is a drama. OK ! It's always been a drama. It is just better these days. When people mocked at present day love stories, I was pissed off. I've always wanted a fairy tale proposal at the Aqua-The Park's rooftop restaurant with violinists playing romantic songs & my man's best friend clicking a pic out of all the best moments ( My dad hates it totally, is a different issue). I wanted to FALL IN LOVE like The ones shown in Mani Ratnam's classic Alaipayuthe.
Honestly, it didn't take me anywhere. I had a crush when I was in my high school. That's when any girl's love is at the purest. He faked a cancer & tried to escape. Later on, when I asked for a reason,he had told me I wasn't beautiful enough. Things turned bad still I wasn't ready to let go off him till he proposed a girl in front of me & still expected me to be cool about that. Yes, I made a drama. I cried. I listened to sad songs. I was immature. But thank God it ended that way. I can only laugh at whatever had happened by then & nothing more.
My second crush was in my second year. I was going out with him. I had met him in an NGO where we teach the unprivileged kids. ( Though they're not really great at it & are just show-offs ). He was all that "Oh-My-God-He's-Super-Cool" sort of guy. I was too much into him. & he was too much into my dressing up. He wanted me to flaunt in English which I always do but he wanted me to be more of a show-off like the kids from the school he graduated from. Once all the restrictions he had posed upon me, was making me depressed. I cried almost the entire time. Not because I wanted to make a drama, but I was feeling inferior for the very first time in my life. Eventually with all the strength I could gain, I broke up with him. Thanks to all m friends who had put up with me by then.
Trust me ! These two exes of mine taught me so many things in life than anybody else ( OK exes is a too much of a word but sounds COOL these days )
=> Never let someone rate you based on your external beauty.
He calls you "pretty pie", GET AWAY !
He calls n number of girls like that
=> Not everyone needs your pure love.
Come on, some people deserve bitches ONLY.
=>No matter what, WAKE UP, DRESS UP AND SHOW UP !
Appearance sin't a criteria to fall in love. But when someone knows you're good at it, you've a very high possibility of showing the them other things you're good at. The world's too much of bastards who don't just give opportunities to talents these days. No offense. Just in case.
BTW, I hadn't seen the first guy at all. He was my No-face-crush. He had seen me. & after years, when he had spotted me he came begging to have a date with me. When such instances occur, say a NO ! I did. Yes, I was excited initially but he called up telling me how beautiful I had turned into. For the same reason, he played with me years back & now all he wants is the Beautiful-new-me.
Dressing up definitely cheers you up. It gives you a hormonal rush about yourself. Feel low ? Just show up ! To all the people who hate you, prove how much fun they're missing by not being with you.
=> Never settle down.
The so-called "cool" guy wanted a private relationship. Yes ! Friends with benefits relationship. If you're not ready, if the guy's not worthy enough, DON'T DO IT ! Just don't ! I wanted to punch him right away. All I could do was give a blunt look,get out of the car & walk away. I never went back. So don't settle down. Just wait for Mr. RajKumar to turn up ! :D
I learnt to back up myself.
I learnt to stand up for myself.
Though I should have punched the cool-guy's face & screwed up the no-face guy, I m PROUD of myself.
I could do what many girls couldn't, I broke up
I cried, made a drama & so much more.
But if not now, then when ?
P.S. Same applies to guys. Now, I didn't want guys to pen down some poems regarding us ! Just in case you know, if they were about to. Just a precaution. :P
P.P.S. : There's a guy who knows all this shit about you & still wants you. And ONLY YOU. Stop showing off to that person & start falling in love ! :D
In case 'YOU' are reading this, jut don't ask me why I am not OK yet.
Just DON'T ! :P ;)
Relationship these days, is a drama. OK ! It's always been a drama. It is just better these days. When people mocked at present day love stories, I was pissed off. I've always wanted a fairy tale proposal at the Aqua-The Park's rooftop restaurant with violinists playing romantic songs & my man's best friend clicking a pic out of all the best moments ( My dad hates it totally, is a different issue). I wanted to FALL IN LOVE like The ones shown in Mani Ratnam's classic Alaipayuthe.
Honestly, it didn't take me anywhere. I had a crush when I was in my high school. That's when any girl's love is at the purest. He faked a cancer & tried to escape. Later on, when I asked for a reason,he had told me I wasn't beautiful enough. Things turned bad still I wasn't ready to let go off him till he proposed a girl in front of me & still expected me to be cool about that. Yes, I made a drama. I cried. I listened to sad songs. I was immature. But thank God it ended that way. I can only laugh at whatever had happened by then & nothing more.
My second crush was in my second year. I was going out with him. I had met him in an NGO where we teach the unprivileged kids. ( Though they're not really great at it & are just show-offs ). He was all that "Oh-My-God-He's-Super-Cool" sort of guy. I was too much into him. & he was too much into my dressing up. He wanted me to flaunt in English which I always do but he wanted me to be more of a show-off like the kids from the school he graduated from. Once all the restrictions he had posed upon me, was making me depressed. I cried almost the entire time. Not because I wanted to make a drama, but I was feeling inferior for the very first time in my life. Eventually with all the strength I could gain, I broke up with him. Thanks to all m friends who had put up with me by then.
Trust me ! These two exes of mine taught me so many things in life than anybody else ( OK exes is a too much of a word but sounds COOL these days )
=> Never let someone rate you based on your external beauty.
He calls you "pretty pie", GET AWAY !
He calls n number of girls like that
=> Not everyone needs your pure love.
Come on, some people deserve bitches ONLY.
=>No matter what, WAKE UP, DRESS UP AND SHOW UP !
Appearance sin't a criteria to fall in love. But when someone knows you're good at it, you've a very high possibility of showing the them other things you're good at. The world's too much of bastards who don't just give opportunities to talents these days. No offense. Just in case.
BTW, I hadn't seen the first guy at all. He was my No-face-crush. He had seen me. & after years, when he had spotted me he came begging to have a date with me. When such instances occur, say a NO ! I did. Yes, I was excited initially but he called up telling me how beautiful I had turned into. For the same reason, he played with me years back & now all he wants is the Beautiful-new-me.
Dressing up definitely cheers you up. It gives you a hormonal rush about yourself. Feel low ? Just show up ! To all the people who hate you, prove how much fun they're missing by not being with you.
=> Never settle down.
The so-called "cool" guy wanted a private relationship. Yes ! Friends with benefits relationship. If you're not ready, if the guy's not worthy enough, DON'T DO IT ! Just don't ! I wanted to punch him right away. All I could do was give a blunt look,get out of the car & walk away. I never went back. So don't settle down. Just wait for Mr. RajKumar to turn up ! :D
I learnt to back up myself.
I learnt to stand up for myself.
Though I should have punched the cool-guy's face & screwed up the no-face guy, I m PROUD of myself.
I could do what many girls couldn't, I broke up
I cried, made a drama & so much more.
But if not now, then when ?
P.S. Same applies to guys. Now, I didn't want guys to pen down some poems regarding us ! Just in case you know, if they were about to. Just a precaution. :P
P.P.S. : There's a guy who knows all this shit about you & still wants you. And ONLY YOU. Stop showing off to that person & start falling in love ! :D
In case 'YOU' are reading this, jut don't ask me why I am not OK yet.
Just DON'T ! :P ;)
